| Not based on reality. (Damn I'm morbid...) It's an idea for a character in my potential NaNo story. Anyone curious as to what NaNo is, send a note and I'll gladly tell you all about it. Anyway, this poem is very long and... eh... I suggest that you don't read it if you have any of the issues stated below: 1] A weak stomach 2] Not much spare time 3] An intent to steal it (I will hunt you down. No joke.) 4] Or any non-constructive commentary to share. If you're doing it to piss me off, I don't want to hear it so you'll quickly be blocked. If, after reading this message you still decide to read the poem, a good song to play while doing so would be "Hurt" by NIN. |
Eulogy
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Did you know I love you? Despite all that you put me through. Despite the pain and fear. Did you know I'd give my life To hide our secret?
Amber doesn't ask why I took so long, doesn't ask where the new bruises came from or why I seriously fucked up while trying to apply eyeliner. I don't know if she's doing this to spare my having to talk about you or because she thinks I'm seriously that bad at eyeliner that it came out looking like I've been crying for three hours in it.
And then I remember. I didn't call Andrew to see what was going on with Niddrie. I excuse myself in the h
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I taste blood, and I can't see Out of my left eye. There's something under my stomach, I'm lying on the floor And on a shoe.
Six in the morning and I didn't go to sleep, couldn't go to sleep. I roll onto the floor and realize that all my feeling is back, that my numbness wasn't permanent, apparently. Amber doesn't talk to me on the bus, and my teachers all give me odd looks when I say I don't have my homework. Of course I do, I just don't turn it in. If I concern the school they'll call you because of their concern that one of their best has stopped doing his homework. Completely. &nb
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There is nothing to say except That it was the staircase again Or the trees I fall out of so often, Are you here? Are you still here? I can't tell.
It's Monday and I'm not tired, though I barely slept other than the hour or so in which that dream took place. You're not home yet, which is weird for a Monday. You're always home early… but then again, you had to take care of Niddrie before now. At least you thought you did, though I was always more of a father to her than you. Even when I was eleven years old, when she was born and I was old enough apparently to raise an infant. &nbs
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How To Be A Liar 08Do you hold back because you love me Or because you think I'm weak? Or are you just afraid To see me die at your hand? I'll show you.How To Be A Liar 08
"I want you to know something." I say as I advance toward you. You back away slightly, but stop. You think you have nothing to be afraid of. I push up my sleeve and show you the long scars and scratches lining the inside of each of my wrists. You swallow a lump in your throat. Mom did the same thing, I know it. I saw the lines the day she left. I was twelve.
"You caused this." I tell you. You swallow again. You don't want to do anything to provoke me; you know I
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I thought we hid it well. I tried to hide it better, I tried not to be scared. I tried, I'm sorry. I tried so hard…
Andrew reaches for the wristbands and I pull away. He gives me a stern look and I willingly hold out my arm. Your brother swallows several times when he sees the long scars and fresher cuts along the skin; he looks upset and maybe angry. I reach for my sweater to cover back up and not see that look on his face anymore.
Amanda comes in and smiles at me, but then looks at my arm, which is being held in place by Andrew. She gasps a little and swallows. The same r
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How To Be A Liar 06As you've probably seen by now, I'm using the poem "Eulogy." I am not using the segments in order. If you happen to catch a repeat, please let me know?How To Be A Liar 06
kthnxbai ^^
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I'm scared. As you stand above me, staring down, I'm scared. I know what's coming. I know I deserve it.
She hugs me and it feels weird. I flinch, not used to someone so close without causing physical pain. She should be hurting my chest, waist, and left arm, but I'm numb. My body goes tense anyway out of reflex. Amber lets go.
"Are you okay?" she asks. No, I'm very clearly not okay. Can you n
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a dead boy's last poemwas a fool to think I could dream again fool to hope for resurrectiona dead boy's last poem
to hope for my torn and bloodied soul to be delivered from the depths of this hell to think I could ever be anything better that I could ever be whole again that this pain would ever leave that my heart could find a home to hope that I could find a meaning a way to live
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for the last time screams for help have ceased
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